Thursday, July 29, 2010

Critics...

S H A N N I S; Sometimes I wish I can just change my name, change the person I used to be, change my birthday, my environment, how many boys I've kissed, how many boys I've dumped, what my grades were in high school, & who I hung out with in junior high school. Everyone hears and sees the person I used to be, a fighter, a cheater, a liar. NO ONE is perfect; so they say imperfection is beauty. Everyone walks around like there perfect but down under all the clothes, the popularity, the money we all claim to have, and no matter how much you change and grow; there's always the skeletons in your closet that just do not leave us alone. So none of these material things matter. You will still be the person people portray you to be. It will never stop following you. You can tell people the whole truth, nothing but the truth, so help you god or you can tell people nothing but lies, and live in SIN. Either way life isn't what is all cracked up to be. People will never stop judging, just like I will never be able to change the person I USED TO BE.
So with that being said and really thinking about it, NO, I do not regret anything I've done in the past because those things are what make me who I am today. I do things according to my mood. I do what I want, when I want and no one has ever told me different. I love my life and sometimes I might endanger it and people look at me as if I'm crazy, well guess what.. I AM. How can you live life being careful all the time? Then again that's the difference between your life and mine. I go for what I want, and 96% of the time I get it,, why? Because when you believe you can achieve it! As corny as that sounds, its true. So to the people out there who want to criticize my life.. Frankly I don't give a shit. I'M LIVING... WHAT ARE YOU DOING???
My name is SHANNIS. & this is MY life.

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