Love.

Someone asked me... "How do you know your in love?"
So I'll answer that with this...

"I don't know, I just KNOW".
;*

CBB

CBB stands for created by beauty. I put this team together for girls like me who maybe have trouble finding girl friends, who can't trust a bitch but deep down at least wants a ride or die bitch. I know damn well its hard for me to find friends who I can trust, and maybe if I find girls who want the same thing I want I can create a family. Growing up we all know we had a other girls hate on us not even knowing us, maybe it was the way we dressed, the way we spoke, the way our face looked when we wasn't feeling our surroundings, or maybe they was just plain hating on you cause they wanted to. And i feel There's a certain beauty in being a lone wolf. You have more time to do things you want to do. But i know being one who walks alone can be lonely. To get to the point You don't have to be a superstar to be fun. You don't even have to do cartwheels. You do need to be positive and friendly, however, so that people feel good when they're around you. && that's the kind of people that we're looking for...A FAMILY CREATED BY BEAUTY.

I came up with this one day last May sitting in my living room bored talking to my boyfriend about not having any girlfriends.. his reply was simply... go out and get some. And that's exactly what I did. I went through my Myspace friends and sent the above info to every girl who had no pictures with other girls. I my mind i was thinking most likely they didn't have girls and come to find out I was right. I'm not saying I didn't get turned down by more than 95% of the girls but I tried and that lucky 5% that did say yes, are my sisters now. But damn sure every girl did show me love for coming up with such a great idea even if they didn't want to be in CBB. Its funny because I still am like i don't have friends, i don't have friends... its because I have sisters now.
I am veryyyy proud of myself of what I have accomplished with this group, because what other person is out there putting themselves on front street, without fear of rejection and saying.. "hey you wanna be our sister? You wanna feel beautiful when every other hating girl has told u other wise?"
This isnt a ENT, a gang, a clique.. none of that. Just simply a group of girls coming together with the same understanding. We do come together for events, birthdays, outings, photoshoots, and just random spur of the moment crashing each others house for a quick catching up sometimes. And forget about it when we all do get all together ... ITS CRAZY. We all have different personality's, styles, aspects on life and thats what we all love about eachother.. that we all learn from each other everyday.
With that being said ... We do and still are looking for more girls who feel the same way that we did to become another CBB Beauty, and not just a best friend to 10 other girls; but a sister.

still alittle undecided on who we are ...
check out our youtube page @ Youtube.com/CBBeautys

As you read already I'm very interested in observing people and the way people act, & I do think our horoscopes has a lot to do with it.
NOVEMBER 19, 1988
Likes

Truth

Hidden Causes

Being involved

Work That is Meaningful

Being Persuasive

Dislikes

Being Given Only Surface data

Taken Advantage of

Demeaning Jobs

Shallow Relationships

Flattery and Flattering

Scorpio Women
Scorpio woman is very emotional, very demanding and very demonstrative. She is full of flair and intrigue, a fascinating woman that the strong A-type personality male will adore, for she presents the right amount of challenge with the right amount of rewards. The Scorpio woman is the ultimate seductive, flirtatious woman. She won't give a man her heart very easily because she is weary of trusting another person. The man will have to go through a series of 'mental testes' in order for the relationship to get solid and close. She may not show it, but she wants a close committed relationship. Ion order for this, the man has to be trusted, has to be affectionate and never try to control her. She is very possessive but the Scorpio woman is so full of mystery, sensuality and passion that most men do not mind being possessed by her.

How To Attract A Scorpio
Never be fake with a Scorpio, they can see it a mile away. Be genuine with your comments and listen to them attentively, (they always have something interesting to say so this is never a problem!) Do not try to hide things from them or tease them, they always have to know what is going on. Remember, they are the only ones that are allowed to tease and present the mystery and intrigue! They like frankness and honesty, speak your mind they will respect that. Scorpios are interested in almost all activities, so finding something to do should never be a problem. They are unpredictable and could change course of the date mid-way though so take these last minute changes with a smile and try something different. They like people who are not afraid to ditch a plan and try another. In conversation, do not tell them that their opinions are wrong or shoot them down, they are too proud for this and even if it is a joke, they might not take it with the humor that you meant. Never try to control them but do not be the damsel in distress either, they like strong, real people with driving ambitious personality like theirs.

Sex With A Scorpio
Sex with Scorpio is a total emotional and physical experience with passion and intensity. They have amazing stamina and can last all night long, round after round. Scorpio is the zodiac sign that is the most likely to act out a sexual fantasy. Most people will talk about it but the Scorpio will do it, they will fully throw themselves into the role. Do not suggest a fantasy to a Scorpio unless you plan to do it! Most Scorpios are direct and forceful and they seem to be an expert at what they do. They continue to seduce you even as the act continues. A thrilling experience not for the faint of heart!


You Understood it, You would understand me.
Same as other signs., you read about another person or yourselves sign 98.9 percent its right.
;) enjoy

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Some people focus on money, some people focus on women/ men, some focus on drugs, impressing other people, family, friends. Some people focus on living without a care, and then some people focus on LOVE.
I've come to realize I am guilty of focusing my life around loving, wanting to be loved, finding love, and staying in love.
If always wanting to be in a relationship is bad, then fuck it. I don't mind being wrong. I don't ever recall being single for more than 6 months. Because I hate being alone. And? A lot of people look at me like its wrong to always want to find a new guy after a break up. So what? I find nothing wrong with wanting a man to be there for me and vise versa. I'm such a hopeless romantic. I'm in love with being in love. I never been the type to trust a female with my thoughts, dreams, nor secrets. I find extreme comfort in pouring my feelings out to a man that understands then a judgmental female who doesn't, friend or not. My boyfriends always been my best friends. And currently I feel I'm soaking in my emotional roller coaster of wanting to spill my feelings and thoughts into someone else ears and heart. And the other way around I want to be there for him, I want to know everything about my guy. From every birthmark on his body to every family member in his family. I have so much to say about the crazy shit in my past and I need someone who truly wants to know what those things are. I need him to find joy in uncovering my mysterious ways and find out what lies underneath my what seems to be cool exterior. I need a guy who has been through the same struggle I've had to go through that way we both have mutual respect for one another.
I feel like I can't respect a guy who has have everything handed to him his whole life. That's probably why I'm alone now. I feel so shallow to take my love away from someone who has people already there for them loving them already. I feel like they don't and wont need me if I leave. So I end up leaving. I need to be needed. Period. Just like I need them.

so since LOVE is my focus... Trust me, I'm paying attention.

Critics...

S H A N N I S; Sometimes I wish I can just change my name, change the person I used to be, change my birthday, my environment, how many boys I've kissed, how many boys I've dumped, what my grades were in high school, & who I hung out with in junior high school. Everyone hears and sees the person I used to be, a fighter, a cheater, a liar. NO ONE is perfect; so they say imperfection is beauty. Everyone walks around like there perfect but down under all the clothes, the popularity, the money we all claim to have, and no matter how much you change and grow; there's always the skeletons in your closet that just do not leave us alone. So none of these material things matter. You will still be the person people portray you to be. It will never stop following you. You can tell people the whole truth, nothing but the truth, so help you god or you can tell people nothing but lies, and live in SIN. Either way life isn't what is all cracked up to be. People will never stop judging, just like I will never be able to change the person I USED TO BE.
So with that being said and really thinking about it, NO, I do not regret anything I've done in the past because those things are what make me who I am today. I do things according to my mood. I do what I want, when I want and no one has ever told me different. I love my life and sometimes I might endanger it and people look at me as if I'm crazy, well guess what.. I AM. How can you live life being careful all the time? Then again that's the difference between your life and mine. I go for what I want, and 96% of the time I get it,, why? Because when you believe you can achieve it! As corny as that sounds, its true. So to the people out there who want to criticize my life.. Frankly I don't give a shit. I'M LIVING... WHAT ARE YOU DOING???
My name is SHANNIS. & this is MY life.

First Post;

I'M extreme and intense. I am very deep and there is always more then what meets the eye. I present a cool, detached and unemotional air to the world yet lying inside is a tremendous power, extreme strength, intense passion, with a strong will and a persistent drive. I have a very penetrative mind, don't be surprised if I ask a lot questions, I'm just trying to delve deeper and figure things out and survey the situation. I always want to know why, where and any other possible detail I can possibly know. I'M very weary of the games that other people try to play and they are very aware of it. I also tend to dominate and control anyone that lets me, or anyone that I find weak. Its hard for me to respect people but when I find a person that I respect, I hold them close and are treated with amazing kindness, loyalty and generosity. On the outside, I have great secretiveness and mystery. This magnetically draws people to me, & I'm known to be controlling and too ambitious but only because i need control to make me feel safe.